You’ve
spun me like a children’s top
and
watched me caving in,
stored
me like some pretty toy
inside
a flowered tin.
You
call me when you feel like it,
or
you don’t call at all.
I
see our summer’s fading love
fast
turning into fall.
You’ve
played me like an MP3
and
put me on your list,
kept
the dried buds smoldering
deep
inside your fist.
So
smoke me when my pollen
gathers
all about my ears
and
tell me how my presence
eradicates
some fears.
Know
that I am captured
but
that freedom lurks within;
admit
to me the world we know
is
wearing very thin.
Spin
me past the memories
of
old loves lost and gone.
Hear
me babbling like a book
when
my old heart carries on.
Find
me swaying on the brink
and
touch me from above--
watch
me plummet all the way
as
you withdraw your love.
Hold
me, push me, drag me close,
or
stay the hand of lust.
Tell
me all your future plans,
ideas
that I must trust.
If
you know me drop a hint
that
tells me to be sure.
But
if you leave me this last time,
be
sure to lock the door.
Angels
populate the sky
when
all my hopes are gone,
and
bless my efforts to be found--